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EZGI
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the FACTS
Born: Elizabeth, NJ
Resides: Nutley, NJ
Birthdate: 9-15-88
Sign: Virgo
Height: 5' 3'"
Hair: Brunette
Eyes: Brown
Nationality: Turkish/Persian
Family: Just my mom, dad, and me. It's enough.
Status: Never married, no children
Want
children: Eventually
Nonsmoker
Education:
Attending
College
Occupation: "Um ... student? It really takes up
all my time right now. I work little
jobs here and there in the summer."
...
on HERSELF
Strengths:
"I'm very independent. I think it's a very big part of
who I am and what I can do. I'm an only child so I had to
learn to be `enough for myself'. It's cool though. I don't
mind it at all. I don't always need someone with me to enjoy
myself - Sometimes I actually prefer doing things on my own.
It helps me think and people watch. I love walking around in
NYC with a sketchpad in hand, off in la la land, watching
everyone around me. I think everyone needs to know how to do
things alone in order to grow. I'm also a little hard headed
- Which may be a bad thing to others, but I like that about
me. If I believe in something, I'll stand up for it because
I know who I am. I'm only 20 but I'm more mature than most
my age and actually most older than me as well. Sometimes it
can be a bit of a downfall because I've always wanted to go
through that stage where you get to be young, a little
reckless, go out party and be a little stupid - But it's
really not me. Those things kind of just bore me. So I'm
usually the girl holding her friends hand so she doesn't
bump into any walls or strange men when she's out being
reckless instead. I like taking care of people though so I
don't mind. I'd rather know my friends get home safe."
Weakness: "I'm a little guarded at first. Don't get me
wrong though - I'm very extroverted. I'm super social,
completely easy going and I love talking to and getting to
know everyone. I'll tell people that I've just met a lot of
things about myself as well. But I always keep a big part of
me hidden. It's the deeper and more emotional part of me I
don't like to really show to people - and it takes a while
to really see it. I think I have a weird fear of being
vulnerable. I'm always smiling and always pretty happy so
sometimes I have trouble showing people how I feel if it's
anything but happiness so I just smile. If I'm sad I'll
smile. If I'm angry I'll smile. It's kind of the only thing
I know to do when I don't know what else I can do. But when
I fall in love with someone, all I want to do is laugh,
scream and cry all at once and say `This is me. I'm a little
imperfect'."
Others
may not see: "So
this to me is actually more like - What I see and others see
- but - do not understand. I'm a calm person and very deep
person. Others see this but they don't necessarily
understand it. Because I like to talk, laugh and I'm very
outgoing, it's a little weird to them when I don't. A lot of
the times in big groups, I'll fall really quiet and swim in
this chain of thinking. I like to observe things and I
actually really like to listen. I'm a very good listener.
Which is nice because I love it when my friends trust me
with their problems and ask me for advice. My really close
friends will know that, that's just who I am. All of my
other friends will ask me if I'm sick. But I'm just the calm
one. When other people around me are being very loud and
enjoying themselves I dim down and speculate. I think it has
to do with my maturity level as opposed to others my age. I
have the group of friends that are closer to my age but I
also have a group of friends much much older than me. Older
people just seem to understand me more. But I get along with
everyone really."
I've
been known to ... "I
guess ... be kind of strange? I tend to do things right when
I want to and sometimes it turns out looking a little funny.
Once when I was commuting to and from school - with
absolutely no sleep and very heavy art supplies - I said to
myself, `You know what. I'm tired.' So I completely stopped,
dropped my bags on the floor and just sat down. People
looked at me like I had lost it. I was in the middle of a
bus terminal and looked pretty sane so I'm sure it was a
little entertaining in the least."
Interests: "Mm ... I have so many! I'm an adrenaline
junkie so I've always wanted to do things like rock climb,
cross the sahara or bungee jump - things like that. I'm
waiting to do them the first chance I get."
Turn ons: "People who say whatever they want, whenever
they want and don't mind looking a little nuts in the
process. Ordinary is so boring. It's the weird stuff that
draw people to each other - It makes everyone unique and who
they are."
Turn offs: "Fake and overly complicated people. I don't
like it when someone smiles at you because they think they
have to. Or pretends to care about you when they really
don't. I also don't really understand people who backstab,
scheme or just play some sort of `game' with others. More
than annoying, it's just confusing. I'm a pretty simple
person."
Special Talents: "I draw well! But then again let's
hope so with me going to art school. I also sing really
well. And it's a big part of my life. I can't get through
the day without singing at least once. I'm a karaoke junkie
too."
Charities: "I've
done a lot of things with Animal Rights. I really love
animals - Especially dogs, so I've done some things working
with them. I've also volunteered at soup kitchens and
personally taken toys to children shelters. I'm still
waiting to finish my last year of university before I can do
more on this part. I have a bunch of programs I've
researched and book marked that deal with things like going
to Africa to help children who's parents died from aids. I
really want to do things like that. I will do things like
that. I just haven't had the chance to do so because of my
studies yet. But I almost can and am super excited!"
Travels: "I've
been to Turkey quite a bit seeing as that's my ethnicity.
I've seen a good amount of Europe too. But there's still a
lot of places I want to go. I wouldn't mind going all over
the world actually. It'd be nice to experience from a mental
point of view and a artistic point of view."
Spirituality:
"I
like to think I'm a very spiritual person. I studied
Buddhism for a while because I really enjoyed the concepts
of it. I also enjoy meditation and yoga. But I think being
spiritual is something that comes within. It takes a great
sense of maturity to appreciate things on a spiritual level
but it also really opens your eyes to things once you do.
I'm not religious at all. I definitely steer clear of
religion. I think it has a serious negative connotation to
it and it's a little too much of a rickety boat for me to be
standing on. I respect everyone's views on it but honestly
to me I think if you're truly a good person, that's all that
should really matter."
Fashion
sense: "Going
to school in NYC has made me a bit of a fashion glutton. I
like bargain shopping and I don't really need brand name
clothes. If I look good in it, it can be from a thrift store
for all I care. I don't really have a set style though. I
can be in all black one day and in bright colors the next. I
tend to make up a person and a personality in my head each
day and dress accordingly. It's kind of more fun that
way."
Staying
healthy: "I
basically live at the gym in my town. I'm sure I'm there
more than I am at my house. I exercise pretty much every day
- sometimes twice a day. (Yeah. I know. I know.) And I eat
pretty healthy too. But I have those days once in a while
when I become a big black hole. My body can take a
ridiculous amount of sugar at once. And sometimes it does. I
like my chocolate."
What Touches My Soul: "Anyone or anything genuine. I
think children and animals have ways to move my soul like
nothing else. Children are so pure and so genuine it just
leaves me in awe sometimes. I'd rather spend a day with my
little cousins than a day with my friends most of the time.
They have a real way of teaching me things. And I have a
serious soft spot for animals. I have trouble going to the
zoo with people because of how I react to animals. I went to
the Bronx Zoo once where I stood in front of the otters
exhibit and cried silently because I had no idea how to
handle my emotions. I was more of a tourist trap than any of
the animals there that day."
...
on MEN
How a man can get my attention: "Their
demeanor. I pay a lot of attention to how guys carry
themselves and act around other people. Confidence and
kindness makes me trip over my own feet a little."
Ideal man: "I need a guy who can be my best friend.
Someone who's comfortable, easy going, isn't afraid to try
new things and is just out to enjoy life."
I
can't resist a man who ... "will
want to have lots of fun and laugh at lot with me. Someone
who'll laugh when I paint their face instead of the wall.
Someone who doesn't mind lightening up and being silly
sometimes."
Most
important quality in a man: "Strong
personality and confidence. I'm a pretty strong personality.
I like to take the bull by the horns and steer it the way I
want it to go and because of that a lot of guys tend to get
soft on me to balance out the scale. But I like an equally
slightly stubborn, confident and driven person."
Ideal Date: "I don't think there's anything as an ideal
date. I don't really like that - We're on a date, I have to
pull the chair out, who's paying the bill, what do I say
now? - kind of thing. It doesn't really matter to me what I
do with a person. If it's someone I really like being with
I'll do anything. I think it's all about breaking the
barriers, getting to know each other and having a good
time."
What
makes me want to see a man again after a first date: "If
I like someone I'll call them. If he made me laugh and
wasn't worried about where we were going to go and just went
with the flow of things I'll call him back. I'm not the type
of girl who tries to calculate how many days she has to wait
before calling a guy back. That's just weird. If you like
someone, you call them. Plain and simple."
I'd
never date a man who ... "is
pretentious. I really can't stand people who show off and
try too hard. Just be yourself - In the end that's who I
want to end up like anyways. You. Oh! Also a smoker. Sorry.
Can't handle it. Both my parents smoke like chimneys and I'm
already sick of being around that smell. I also had heart
surgery - So second-hand smoke can't be all that healthy for
me. Cancer sticks are nasty."
How
I show I care: "I
really like taking care of people. If my man was craving
something before, I'll remember and leave it on his kitchen
table with a `good morning' note. Or if he was sore from a
workout or something I'd slowly wake him up with a
massage. Things like that. I think little things are much
more important than grand gestures - and much more memorable."
What
makes a man unforgettable: "When
a guy can smile in any circumstance, has a positive outlook
on life and cradles an optimism that brings out the best in
you - I'll never forget that."
One
thing a man has never done for me yet, but I would love it:
"Hmmm.
Showed up at my doorstep, grabbed my hand and made me run
around with him in a rainstorm. I know. It sounds overly
romantic but it doesn't have to be specifically that. Just
something impulsive. I like impulsive and slightly weird
things. It always turns out to be fun. And it's very
endearing."
...
on RELATIONSHIPS
On relationships: "Relationships
help people grow. I think they teach you about yourself just
as much as they do about the other person. And I'm a
relationship kind of gal myself. I've never really been one
for casual dating. I have a lot of friends who will be
dating one guy one night and another a different night. They
say things like, `You need more than one so you can keep it
all in rotation.' Which sounds more like a structured job
than a relationship. If I'm dating someone, it'll be one
person and it'll be because I want to end up in a
relationship with them. I'm not afraid of being in a strong,
solid relationship with the right person. As for marriage -
I've definitely dreamt about having a family and I know I
want one. Right now I just want to take it a step at a time
and find someone who makes me happy and I'm comfortable
with. I'm only 20 so I definitely want to finish my last
year of college and then graduate school but after that I'm
all for marriage and a family. I also don't mind the idea of
finding someone I know I can marry, being with them and
taking the beginning of our journey until I do get to the
point where I'm ready to marry. If they'll stick by my side
till then, I will too. But I definitely want a family. I'm
very close to my mother and my father but I have no brothers
or sisters. And there's always been a lot of arguing and
backstabbing between relatives in my family so I've been cut
off from a lot of them. So I want the exact opposite. A big
family with lots of laughter and noise."
Top relationship keys: "Honesty and communication. Even
if it's something that you think might or will upset the
other person - Tell them. You'll never trust each of if
you don't and it'll save you a lot of trouble in the long
run."
A
man in a relationship with me can expect ... "a
lot of laughter, fun and honesty. I'm a very simple person.
I don't like to over complicate things by thinking about it
too much and making big things out of little things. I don't
like to stress over things that won't be important sixty
years from now. I know who I am and am not afraid to speak
my mind. I'll be honest even if it's brutal and I'll try to
make you laugh as much as I can."
What I Expect: "I don't really expect much. I don't
care about gifts, or cars, or money - Or anything material.
I rarely think of getting those kind of things from other
people. I'm just looking for honesty, laughs and someone who
isn't afraid to enjoy life to its fullest with me by their
side."
When
I'm in love, I ... "am very
unguarded. It's one of the most difficult things for me to
do normally. But when I fall in love I let all guards down
and am not afraid of being vulnerable in front of you."
What
makes me feel close to a man: "When
I'm in a room with a guy and I can say anything I want or do
anything I want and feel like I'm in the room with myself -
That's when I know I'm as close and connected to him as I
can ever be."
Greatest
relationship lesson: "Don't
settle. I've made that mistake before but was lucky enough
to understand when I needed to get out. But settling for
something or someone when you know you aren't sure just
hurts the person across from you and I know I'll never make
that mistake again."
What
makes a man marriage material: "There's
no one thing. It just clicks. You'll just be watching them
one day when they're talking to their friends, laughing and
you'll think, `Wow. This is the person who makes me be the
best I can ever be' - And it'll just click."
...
on SEX
I feel my sexiest when ... "I
step out of the shower. It's just so natural and fresh. Very
invigorating."
Sexiest
thing a man can wear in private: "Mmm.
Boxers. A guy straight out of bed, still sleepy and walking
around in a pair of boxers."
... on LIFE
Making my mark: "I
want to be able to leave an impression on people I've met.
I'm definitely going to end up going to other countries and
working with people less fortunate than I am. We've been
given so much in life that a lot of us take it for granted.
If I make a selfless child, who is happy to have a bed to
sleep on, a chance to be happy and remember me for the rest
of her life - I'll be completely content."
Responsibility to Society: "I think to find good in
even the ones who are bad and to try my best to rub a
positive behavior and outlook on others is really the best I
can do. To not discriminate and be kind and understanding to
everyone. There are a lot of people out there that we think
are immoral or just plain horrible people - But we don't
really know what circumstances have made them that way. You
just have to be understanding. It's the best you can
do."
Valuable
life lesson: "Just
live. Say what you want to say, do what you want to do and
enjoy everything while you can."
I must ... "There's so much more than three. I don't
know if I'll get to all of it but I'm going to be sure to
try as hard as I can."
Best advice received: ""There's
so many things in life that you think will ruin you. But
when you get to the end of the road you realize that they
weren't worth your time and you could have just spent it
being happy."
Best advice I've given a man:: "Look
past the fact that the girl across from you is unbelievably
pretty and try to notice everything else as well. A lot of
the guys I come across - most of which don't really take the
time to know me - want to go out on a date with me so they
can say they dated the really pretty girl in the class. It
gets really annoying. I already know I'm pretty. It'll
impress me a lot more when you take the time to get to know
me instead of telling me how I look. I own a mirror already,
thanks. I turn down guys a lot - Sometimes it takes me
longer to find someone I'm feeling. So a lot of guys try
very hard to hook me as a girlfriend because I'm the pretty
girl that no one can seem to get and it'll make them look
really good - So I guess it's a bit of a challenge. But
really it's annoying. A girl's got a lot more to her than
her looks. The fact that she's beautiful should be the
plus."
... on HER FAVORITE THINGS
Movie: "Pursuit
of Happiness, Fight Club, Crash - There's lots."
Book: "I
don't have a favorite. Anything out of the ordinary with
kind of an interesting point of view will keep me
interested."
Food: "I
like pretty much everything except sour things and
candy."
...
final THOUGHTS
Pets: "My
doggy died last year and hopefully I'll be able to get
another one soon. I kind of need one. She was my gift for my
heart surgery and I grew up with her in place of a sibling.
So I don't want one. I need one."
Tattoos:
"Right
now I have three. I'm an artist so I'm a fan of tattoos.
Doesn't mean
a guy has to have one. He just has to not mind that I do.
Mine aren't very big and
they're all hidden so I don't have a sleeve on my arm or
anything. Tats are nice when
they actually have some sort meaning to them. Please don't
get a skull or a butterfly or something. The removal price
for tattoos are ridiculous so I'm guessing you'll have to
live with it the rest of your life."
Always
in my refrigerator: "Some
kind of lean meat. People tend to think I'm a vegetarian
because I'm so health conscious and I'm pretty small. But
no. I have a lot of muscle on me and yes. Salad is all great
but I'm a girl who enjoys meet just as much as any
man."
Hottest Possession: "I don't think I have anything
super cool or anything. But I'd be very sad if my camera
broke or my ipod was stolen. I'm also a little touchy about
my art supplies. I don't backup my music so I'd fall into a
dark abyss if my ipod was stolen. And it was once at my gym.
Yes. The abyss was a very sad, sad place. And my camera! I
like taking pictures a lot and my camera was pretty
expensive. If anything happened to it I'd be heart broken. Oh
god. I have no problem with sharing. I'll share pretty much
anything. But I'm artist. You just don't come in between an
artist and her tools. Yes, I'm a big baby about it but
just don't do it."
I'd most like to hang out with ...
"Jillian Michaels. Yes. I do anything to train with
that woman for one day. Have you ever watched the biggest
loser? Well I'm already fit and what not but yeah - I'd love
to have that woman make me sweat blood in the gym."
Me in a word: "Unforgettable."
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